What a Crappy Day

Today has totally sucked! Talk about a crappy day. I don’t mean to be negative, but I really just need to VENT. Let me just bring you in to my world for a moment. If nothing else, get on your knees for me.

I hunted for TONS of jobs again today and found nothing!! In last minute desperation, I applied at flippin’ Wal-Mart. It’s going to be very hard to make ends meet. Any job leads, PLEASE send them my way. If I’m unable to find anything in Savannah soon, we’ll be here until the church starts in January. Not only that, but I’m willing to work 12-18 hour days if I have to in order to get by. April doesn’t feel that way though. I suppose that is a good thing…

We sent out wedding shower invitations last week and asked to people to send regrets. No one sent anything luckily. However, as we called people we found out that half the people were not coming we invited. Basically, our family will be there with a couple friends. April and I both are really bummed and trying to keep our heads high. Everyone had legit reasoning too…

I broke a piece off of my bumper today with my garage door. Don’t ask…

April and I are hardly getting to spend any time together. Our work schedules just don’t align. I’m off when she works and I work when she is off. Totally sucks. I spent the day by myself.

I don’t mean to bring tons of negativity, it’s not me, but it’s just what I’m feeling right now. It’s getting really hard to focus. Little things are bringing me down. Today was one of those things. It made me just want to crawl in a dark hole until tomorrow. Any encouragement would be nice…